It's been 1 whole week and I'm still alive! It really hasn't been easy and I'm not gonna lie; I really miss everyone and feel so out of the loop with everything. It kind of makes me sad. Still over a month to go.
I've been pretty distracted lately. Just a lot on my mind and thinking of all the things I need and hope to do. There have been slight moments where I would doubt myself a little, thinking how my 'good' isn't 'good enough' and while they are little seconds or minutes of vulnerability, it somehow seems to affect me for the rest of the day. I try to remember that at my age, I've accomplished a whole lot that not many can say that they've done. I've graduated college, I've traveled, I've worked in the city, I've lived in the country, I've loved and been heartbroken, I've done things I never thought I could do and I'm constantly learning that I should never EVER doubt my self worth. I have this urge to grow, learn and progress...something to have me move forward and discover things about myself I never knew I had or could do. It's time to take some big steps and make something great out of myself.
On that note, going to read a book then head to bed. Wear green tomorrow or you'll get pinched!
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